I hate that I fell for you
I hate that you left me
I hate that you hate me
I hate that you don’t care
I hate that you wanted this
I hate your smiles
I hate your laugh
I hate your jokes
I hate your friends
I hate you exes
I hate that I would die if I didn’t see you smile just one more time
I hate how this isn’t your fault and its mine
I hate how my friends lie to me telling me it’s yours
I hate that I ever met you
I hate how I would have never changed a thing

you are always with me

Nothing has been harder than leaving you behind
Every single step away from you took eternity
Games of illusions were played by my mind
Reflection of your face shadowed my sanity

Every tear fantasized of falling on your hands
Somehow reality washed my wishes away
Blowing whispers in the air for someone to understand
Realizing the difference between present and yesterday

We danced among the stars and we sang a heavenly tune
In the essence of who you are you took me to the moon
Just a taste of your lips and your love made me whole
With a yearning embrace that caressed my soul

As I recall the good times I won't express any sorrow
I'll keep you in my heart for there is hope for tomorrow
If it's destined to walk away then that's what it will be
One thing I assure, my love will last for eternity

broken heart

I loved you; even now I may confess,
Some embers of my love their fire retain,
But do not let it cause you more distress,
I do not want to sadden you again.
Hopeless and tonguetied, yet I loved you dearly
With pangs the jealous and the timid know;
So tenderly I loved you, so sincerely,
I pray God grant another love you so

i am there

if you are alone 

i will be your shadow.

if you want to cry 

i will be your shoulder.

if you are not happy

i will be your smile.

if you need me

i will always be there.